Gone

I don't know what to say, everything is so complicated, I just don't care about things anymore. Maybe I should talk to someone, like a professional. I just don't want to do anything except read and sleep. I don't even go outside my room in fear of seeing her. I care about her so much she wont listen to me. I don't know what I did. I thought she understood me. Am I in the wrong? She was such a part of my life, I don't know what to do. Tell me what I should do.